This Is Me

With a blink of an eye, I’ve completed my first half of my second year in Temasek Polytechnic. Another blink and who knows I might be sitting in that barber chair and shaving my beautiful hair off in preparation for NS.

All is left is with our main exams and then it’s my final goodbye to my current classmates.

To be honest, I hate most of the people in my class. Well Hate is strong word. I actually categorized them into various categories. They are mainly, Hate, Dislike, Neutral, Exceptional. Now I don’t want to disclose such information onto a public platform. I don’t want any drama to happen. However, if you do want to know it, feel free to hit me up on MSN.

I’m still in disbelief that time actually flies very fast. Even though I said that like umpteen times.

Basically, today is our last day of school. In the morning, i was feeling lackadaisical and a little sick to the point that i could barf anytime.

I gathered up my determination and willpower to get up and get ready for school.

LIES.

Actually, ever since I started schooling at Temasek Polytechnic, I’ve NEVER and I mean NEVER receive a warning letter before. If I were to skip the french class again, I’ll be getting my first warning letter. The thought of breaking my record of not getting warning letters doesn’t seem to entice me that much.

It turns out only six people turned up for our class. We combined with another french class that only had two students. I’m gonna miss French dearly. It is one of my favorite subjects. It’s one of those class where by you actually enjoy learning it.

Nonetheless, CSAD in the afternoon was rather brief. It’s only then I realized that this is really the last day of school and the last time I’ll be seeing my classmates in my classroom.

IT Block Level 5 Labs got a renovation and they apparently got a room full of iMacs! I reckon it’s eMac, designed for use in educational institution.

Yes, the image quality is rather flattering. It’s the 17″ Screen, White.

It’s pretty old. New iMacs are silver, like mine! But still, MACS WILL CONQUER THE WORLD.

I was literally ventilating and i was standing super close to the door.

Wow I’m sad.

Improve on CMaths but my IISO drop to C+. And i was really aiming for an A for Web Design.

I know myself well that for the IISO paper i was having difficulties trying to memorize those notes. And i always miss IISO lecture. Never did pay attention in IISO Tutorial or Lab sessions.

I don’t think I’m in the top 10%. Bet that their cGPU is 4.0, 3.9, 3.8 etc

Fudge lah.

Cats are adorable but they are annoying when they start vomiting in your room/bed.

And my file accidentally drop on top of that fucking shit.

The other day i went to Ivan’s house to do some web designing work. So yea i was walking alone to the 89 bus stop and i spotted this!

Fuck yeah! It’s an accident alright! Please ignore the white mist, it’s some fucker’s spirit who died at the accident scene. 

Anyways, i reach school early today. 4:30PM. CMath starts at 5PM.

1 notebook! 2 Screens! As you can see my jGRASP. Half on the each screen!

My WDS project is fine. It’s simple and clean.

I’m absolutely pissed. How the hell are we suppose to know what to present for our WDS project. Don’t you dare say, ” It’s common sense lah just try show the website.” That is what i actually did. All we ever received is some question that was posted by the subject head. It states “Some questions that the lecturers might ask.” The only preparation that i can do is preparing all the answers to the question posted online.

All of a sudden, upon presenting, she said that she is only able to give me a B in front of the entire class. She also mentioned that i should present as if I’m selling my website. Here’s the devil coming, SURE HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO KNOW THAT. WE WERE ONLY INFORMED THAT WHEN I FINISHED MY PRESENTATION.

That is very absurd. VERY.

To make matters worse, she shot me with such difficult question. What is wrong with Peggy Yeo? Is she out to to fail students? She enjoys seeing students suffer? What is with her ‘unapproachable’ attitude? She always comes to class with a sulky face ever since day 1.

Aren’t teachers suppose to be supportive? Aren’t teachers suppose to be positive? Like Ms Doris Dorothy Yong, my previous secondary 3 and 4 form teacher. Even though in class, she is like mean but we all know that she is just joking. During counseling time with her, she shows like as if she cares.

As i was presenting she shook her head left and right and wrote some things down. Honestly, what is her motive for doing that? Not only me, she did the same thing to Ivan. Ivan said this while we were walking, “I was presenting and she shook her head left and right i felt totally demoralize upon seeing that.”

WHAT IS HER MOTIVE? DOES SHE HATE US THAT MUCH? *Looks up to the sky and in dismay only can see the ceiling* God, WHAT DID WE DO TO DESERVE THIS?

Recently, a bunch of class complained about Peggy Yeo to our Course Manager, Mr Lim. He tried to help and informed the WDS Subject Leader. The subject leader gave us nothing but false hope. All he do was trying to defend Peggy Yeo. The same thing happens about Mr Anwar defending Sherine Wong back then just because they were fellow colleague. 

I’ve been through something similar and i know whatever the Subject Leader said was totally absurd.

There is a possibility that Peggy Yeo MIGHT read this. I don’t care because everything in this post is entirely based on my opinion. It will be much better if Peggy Yeo reads this so that she is aware of her attitude and hopefully she can be better.

Typical boring post. Random.

Today marks the end of our WDS project. I did pretty badly because i find mine rather plain and i’ve no idea what to add to spice things up and i want it to look professional not that child-like theme. Now it’s 9 PM i just woke up. i didn’t sleep yesterday the whole night trying to complete my project. As far as i know, a lot of people didn’t sleep.

I met Shiming in the lab. It was nice! I think we talked like damn a lot.

And I’m pretty sad at the moment because of some reason. 

The celebration calls for an ending. The glass window broke. 

It was the only time when your $600 paper weight was used.

Strong summer wind broke the glass window. Another obstacle.

When reality sets in.

Computer Architecture Presentation went so bad. Really bad.

My group is the first to present. Shucks. And after we present i kinda slack at the back and didn’t pay attention. Thank god there’s no question and answer session.

I stumbled upon my words a lot of times. Public speaking simply ain’t my cup of tea.

Some people are so bitchy some people are so bad weathered. Some people enjoy seeing other’s misery. Which is totally retarded and sick. People like that should just fucking die.

And i absolutely abhor hooligans. Annoying immature brats. Thinking that they are so superior the fact that they are nothing because they do not bring about any good to the society. Egomaniacs. Fuckers. Banish them someone.

i LOVE wearing business attire. Makes me feel like an adult.

I was waiting for the Bus No. 5 at the bus stop somewhere around the SAFRA and i saw KarYee and Christina.

I didn’t really like had a chat with them because they went up of the double decker bus while i stayed down because i merely need to hang on for 2 stops. I should have gone up! Both of then are in TP. I saw Sophia the other day at TP’s Business Cafeteria. Amelia is in the child psychologist course. What about XinYi and MayChin?!

Christina reminds me of the times that i spent in the choir. I used to stand in the backrow with Christina, Shishan and Yiling i think. And we would like give our 110%? Really and we would try to sing loudly and christina is like great man! Motivational person! And we would always get drown by the other groups of ‘na na na’.

And KarYee! I remember secondary 2, she was a great artist and she always bring sweets to school! Ohh well time to move on. I get pretty emotional thinking about this but when i think about it again, who still does get emotional like this like me?

I bet everyone has move on and settle down into their new class in junior college, polytechnic or institute of technical education. I bet they’re having so much fun with their new classmates. 

I’m a pretty tensed up person. Every time i’m out of my comfort zone, i get so tensed up and i hate it. And i have no self confidence at all. Ohh wait, what am i suppose to be confident of? Nothing. I did something dumb today and i hate myself for doing it without thinking of the consequences. 

I don’t understand with the way people react. It is just odd and contradicts the observation that i’ve made.