With all the wrong impressions said and heard.
My obsession has moved over to skin care.
Have you ever watched television(seriously, who haven’t?) and noticed how flawless celebrities’ skin are? Granted that celebrities might be piling on an inch of make up on or their photos were digitally enhanced, I am still envious and desire such skin.
For that I have succumbed and bought these products in hopes of achieving such outcome. Damn you media. And damn you credit card.
Starhub is the most glitched, stupid, money hungry company ever.
After reading this, I swear you should fucking think twice before starting an account with them.
My parents signed up for Cable Television (Initially owned by SCV and then Starhub took it over) and the Starhub MaxOnline aeons ago.
This month, October, they cut off our internet and cable television for 4 times. We called them and they said, we didn’t pay our outstanding bills.
At the start of October, the first time they cut off the services, they said we had an outstanding balance of $160. Fine, we paid it.
Then again a few days later, the services cut off again because we had an outstanding balance of $160.
WHERE DID THAT COME FROM.
Didn’t we paid all the bills already?
I think last week, another letter came from Starhub. URGENT, you have an outstanding bill of $160.
My parents called them and they say that we can pay the bills at the end of the month.
But guess what?
Last night, they cut off the services again.
My parents, I don’t know them. They paid the bills of October and they didn’t bother finding out what’s happening.
My sister called them again this morning, guess what they say now?
I’ll give you a lollipop if you can tell me how that happen.
My sister, typical of her, had a bitchfit and then yelled at them.
GUESS WHAT THEY SAY NOW.
One word for that.
What’s with people copying other people? Where’s your sense of originality.
Urgh don’t make me roll my eyes.
*Roll eyes*
LOOK WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Random odd weird moments smacking right on my face.
Better not step on the freakin’ grass!
I warned you! Now you owe me 50 bucks!
Eeeuuu bird poop.
I was watching private practice episode 1 of season 1 in the library during my break 
I can’t express anymore how much i freakin’ love that drama! It’s on Starhub Cable TEEVEE Channel 18 Star World.
Anyone watch Private Practice?
The name is FLUFFY!
Did i tell you guys how i love using macintosh? With their latest operating system, Macintosh OS X Leopard, it has time machine and it works seamlessly with my time capsule. In another words time machine will automatically makes backup of my macbook every 1 hour. HOW AWESOME? I don’t have to worry anymore about losing my project. Everything is inside the damn freakin’ time capsule!
Anyways, today during CMSK, kok’s laptop kinda hang while he was doing his presentation and i was like muttering under my breath, this wouldn’t happen if you bought a mac. LOLOL.
I really really want an AMERICAN ACCENT. Period. I kinda rarely use Singlish. And i tried to slang a little when i talk. But i think my english sucks big time!
Why don’t you take a second to think about the last time you made fun of someone. Probably not long ago. In fact, you may be making fun of me right now which is certainly within the realm of possibility. But anyway, i would suggest that when you make fun of someone it is actually illuminating something in yourself with which you yourself is uncomfortable.
For an example, you might be making fun of someone for being ugly and i think that would probably mean that you yourself are insecure with the way that you look. Or you might make fun of someone a boy for an example for being feminine and that’s probably because you yourself are uncomfortable with your own femininity.
So when you make fun of someone you are really defining yourself and not that other person. And i said that before and i’ll it say it again right now. when you make fun of someone you’re defining not them but rather yourself. So you know when you make fun of someone you’re actually saying a lot about yourself and really nothing about the other person. I think that’s an important point that should be made.
And what does this has to do with loving yourself? Well, i think that when you love yourself, you don’t find the need to judge or make fun of other people. So you know do i think that anyone will be 100% not be able to judge anyone? No. I think thats probably not really possible for most of us. But! i think that all of us can bring awareness to those moments when we’re judging other people and say okay, I’m making a judgement here and this is saying a lot about myself and how i feel about myself.
And that itself is very illuminating, powerful and wonderful. So i think it also worth saying that it is easier to love yourself when you have a more complete understanding of yourself. I don’t think you need to know yourself 100% in order to love yourself. I don’t think it’s possible to know yourself 100%. I think that we spend most of our lives discovering who we are and i think that in many ways the best answer to the question of who am i? is probably to silence because word can’t really get at that truth.
But when we took moments to step into silence or to spend time keeping in with nature. If we turn off the radio, if we turn off the television, if we turn off the American Idol. If we turn those things off and step into some silence, i think it is a great way to discover who we are in a more complete way i suppose.
So how do you love yourself? Well, i think a great step is to bring awareness to those moments when you judge other people and i think you should make priority to schedule alone time. And if all else fails, you can love yourself the old fashion way.
wickydkewl
Do i love myself? Well, in certain aspect, yes however, i’m still trying to be a better person.
I saw that on E!. You know that channel about hollywood celebrities and stuff. Channel 80 Starhub Cable. It is hilarious! But at the same time I saw Paris Hilton crying on E! Poor thing huh. Her aunt said that she had sleepless night and didn’t eat because Paris Hilton heard rumours that the inmates poisoned her food.
She is being to paranoid maybe? But seriously she is like being dramatic? It is just 40 days okay. It is not for a months or years. Going to jail or not, she will still be filthy rich. The model who is in the music video looks like Paris Hilton huh.
It received 4 million Youtube hits in 7 days and was linked 93,000 times and even shown in television! The producers were from omovies. You can find the lyrics in their website.