This Is Me

Everyone does dread it i guess. I forgot everything about Java. I hope we don’t need it for Object Oriented Programming and Higher Object Oriented Programming.

TIMETABLE IS SUCH A BITCH.

There, i said it.

Monday, Tuesday Wednesday and Friday starts at 9AM and Thursday starts at 11AM. The best part is that i end at 7PM on Wednesday and Thursday. Friday, 2 hours of Sociology and Psychology. Ohh My Effing God.

The thing that i hate about the new timetable is that there’s a lot of break slot. As crazy as it may sound, i prefer it to be like secondary where there’s a fix timing for break but hopefully longer. It’s like on some days i have 1 hour of break and then 2 hours of break later on and some days i have 3 hours break.

I wish that.

Going the school is like going to a masquerade ball.

masquerade |ˌmaskəˈrād|noun 

false show or pretense : his masquerade ended when he was arrested.

• the wearing of disguise : dressing up, role-playing, and masquerade.

• a masked ball.

verb [ intrans. ]

pretend to be someone one is not : a journalist masquerading as a man in distress.

• be disguised or passed off as something else : the idle gossip that masquerades as news in some local papers.

Okay, maybe not so much for the costume. I want the mask though. 

It’s because i want to hide the truth. I don’t want people to be judgmental over me.

The biggest hoo-haa of the century, or maybe not. 

Okay fine, I was from Siglap Secondary School.

Recent uproar.

Photographs were taken from stomp’s website

Those students are probably from Siglap secondary school.

Basically, a Pasir Ris resident saw these students publicly showing affections. Evidently, they were shocked to see this on a public playground and thinks that it’s too much.

You know what shock me more? We have singaporeans like this to actually secretly taking photos. Even worse, VIDEO.

For your information, Nokia’s phone was designed that the camera’s sound cannot be switched to silent same goes for the video. This type of phones currently only selling in asia. I wonder why they did this. I believed that at one time, there was an incident that someone keep filming woman up their skirt in the MRT which is totally just pure psychotic sickness.

I don’t think it’s wrong at all. We, homo-sapiens aren’t allowed to frolic around? The title says that Shameful and Immoral. Shameful? There is also adults who make out in public. And what’s so immoral? It’s merely showing of affection.

The person who reported this is married probably he viewed this as shameful because the students were wearing uniform. I bet that the reporter itself did this kind of stuff when he was younger, maybe not in his uniform perhaps in the older days, uniforms aren’t necessary.

But the students who did frolic around, wow weird kind of affection.

I doubt this kind of report shows if Singaporeans aren’t that conservative and being liberal

I see teenagers making out with older man at the MRT numerous times and i give a fuck less about it.

Wow I’m sad.

Improve on CMaths but my IISO drop to C+. And i was really aiming for an A for Web Design.

I know myself well that for the IISO paper i was having difficulties trying to memorize those notes. And i always miss IISO lecture. Never did pay attention in IISO Tutorial or Lab sessions.

I don’t think I’m in the top 10%. Bet that their cGPU is 4.0, 3.9, 3.8 etc

Fudge lah.

I was waiting for the Bus No. 5 at the bus stop somewhere around the SAFRA and i saw KarYee and Christina.

I didn’t really like had a chat with them because they went up of the double decker bus while i stayed down because i merely need to hang on for 2 stops. I should have gone up! Both of then are in TP. I saw Sophia the other day at TP’s Business Cafeteria. Amelia is in the child psychologist course. What about XinYi and MayChin?!

Christina reminds me of the times that i spent in the choir. I used to stand in the backrow with Christina, Shishan and Yiling i think. And we would like give our 110%? Really and we would try to sing loudly and christina is like great man! Motivational person! And we would always get drown by the other groups of ‘na na na’.

And KarYee! I remember secondary 2, she was a great artist and she always bring sweets to school! Ohh well time to move on. I get pretty emotional thinking about this but when i think about it again, who still does get emotional like this like me?

I bet everyone has move on and settle down into their new class in junior college, polytechnic or institute of technical education. I bet they’re having so much fun with their new classmates. 

I’m a pretty tensed up person. Every time i’m out of my comfort zone, i get so tensed up and i hate it. And i have no self confidence at all. Ohh wait, what am i suppose to be confident of? Nothing. I did something dumb today and i hate myself for doing it without thinking of the consequences. 

I don’t understand with the way people react. It is just odd and contradicts the observation that i’ve made.

*blowing my nose*

I don’t want sit in the middle anymore. It’s hot. I want to sit at the side where all the fans are.

Mother tongue paper was okay. I think. But Paper 1 was tricky I think I’m gonna screw up my paper 1. The letter writing is like difficult and the compo writing, I don’t understand the question and I even looked up the meaning up and still I don’t understand.

I still chose that topic and just write. I know what you’re thinking. Either one maybe ?

Paper 2 was quite okay. Not that difficult. I want a B3 for mother tongue! I know that is like nonsense because I have always been failing mother tongue ever since primary school.

reminiscent of my broken dreams