This Is Me

I might be wrong but this is what i have noticed.

I have been very open about makeup. Yes i like makeup. Makeup is somewhat my hobby. Do i want to be a makeup artist? No i do not. It’s a hobby.

Other then that, I’m also open about me, wearing makeup. I don’t wear anything out of norm. All i wear is foundation and finishing dust and some mint color corrector to erase redness.

Do i wear eyeshadows?

No.

Do i wear eyeliner?

No. In any case, there’s plenty of guys wearing eyeliner also known as guyliner.

Do i wear any lip products?

Yes, Neutrogena’s lip balm because we practically sit hours in an air conditioning room and the air gets dry and my lips crack and bleed.

Do i wear feminine kind of clothing?

No.

Do i wear feminine colors?

No. I wear black, top to toe to school almost everyday.

Yes my behavior and liking in certain stuff might not be the same like the others. I don’t like sports. I don’t like listening to rock songs. I prefer Marie Digby or Katy Perry. I like makeup. Though there are some things that are somewhat boy-ish in nature. I like playing games. I like photography. I like technology related stuff pertaining to Apple Inc. That’s all that i can think of at the moment.

My point is that, I’m not some kind of a full blown transexual who totally dedicated to his(?)/her life to feminine stuff.

WHY IS THERE AN IDIOT WHO IS TREATING ME DIFFENTLY?

JUST BECAUSE I’M DIFFERENT?

FOR GOD’S SAKE, I’M PRETTY MUCH NORMAL.

Well that is debatable. My voice is naturally high. What do you expect when i was in Soprano for 4 years in secondary school? I might be gentle but i don’t walk with my hand in that feminine kind of way you know. I am quite soft i usually do not resort to violence.

Guess who is treating me diffrently, a teacher. Yes one of my teachers at school.

You might be wondering, UNBELIEVABLE. PERHAPS, YOU MISUNDERSTOOD THE SITUATION BECAUSE THE TEACHER DIDN’T GIVE YOU SOME LOVE AND DIDN’T ASK YOU STUFF LIKE “OHH NAZRI HOW IS YOUR WORK COMING ALONG?”

Fuck you and fuck that teacher very much. I know what i see.

Yes a teacher who is supposedly a role model for students. On a random sidenote, sometimes i feel like i’m going to school at an ITE instead of polytechnic. The attitude of the students disgust me to the bottomest pit of my stomach.

I am pretty much very mad. This is an unbeliavable. All i can think of at the moment is decapitating that teacher’s head.

I would gladly put the teacher’s name here but some other teacher know my blog and i don’t feel like i want to create a fiasco out of this like lastime with the Sherine Wong case.

Incase some of you don’t know, there was a teacher named Sherine Wong in my secondary school and i wrote that i don’t like her on my blog ONLY. No insults. Just a sentence that i don’t like her. She found my blog. Report my blog to the principal, disciplinary master, counsellor.

She thinks i’m a teenager filled with angst. *Roll eyes* Hence the counsellor. I didn’t get any punishment because i did nothing wrong.

//Insider’s Secret.

She got mad that i didn’t got punished and she went up to the principal asking for punishment for me but the principal can’t because as i mentioned before, i did NOTHING wrong. I merely wrote my opinion that i hate her.

Anyways, the entire school knew about the situation and i was in the limelight for a week or so.  They made me remove that blog entry and i was sent for counselling. That is the LOL part of it. I still have the that particular entry somewhere on my spare hard disk just that i don’t have a computer to hook it up. And the other ‘punishment’ was that, they made me sign a contract stating, I shall not write about my secondary school teachers anymore on my blog until i am graduated. YES THAT IS ANOTHER ‘LOL’ Part.

You see the drama i went through? *roll eyes*

I got an email after french class stating that your parcel from DHL has been delivered!

I rushed home and found this in my room!

First off, items from Sigma Makeup. Sigma is known on the internet for creating brushes that are dupes of MAC. MAC is one of the well known makeup company and you can only find them at places like Tangs Vivocity, Isetan Scotts, Ngee Ann City. Well you should have an idea now that they are more of high end makeup and pricey

A real MAC brush #188 and #187 retails for SGD70 each! I think or something like that.

As I’ve mentioned above, Sigma create dupe brushes of MAC. Basically Sigma add ‘SS’ in front of the brush number. I got the SS188 and the SS187 for USD36!

They came in this red organza bag and there’s like a brochure inside and tips on how to clean your makeup brushes.

The brushes are actually similar to one another. Just that SS188 is the smaller version of SS187.

I got this ELF brightening eye color for free though. Anyways, I’m quite disappointed with the SS187. When i first took it out, it sheds like mad. Nevertheless, i love the S188 and the softness are comparable with Everyday Minerals brushes.

Next, my Everyday Minerals!

An eye kabuki brush and eyeliner/brow brush. Though i don’t understand why i got the eyeliner/brow brush in the first place. I just -wanted- it. I regret it now though. Nothing fantastic about it. I find the bristles a tad sparse..

I got myself one of their pressed powder which is a new thing that Everyday Minerals are churning out. I hate the sponge they gave. It’s crappy. I’d use their brushes.

Didn’t i already told you how much i love Everyday Mineral’s brushes and i need to get more before it’s out of stock or mine became useable? I NEED THIS TO STAY ALIVE.

I bought 2 of this Soft Bronze because they are totally fucking amazing at controlling facial oil.

No this isn’t a blush. It’s not that red in real life. It’s actually a finishing powder but I’m planning to use it as a bronzer. We’ll see how it goes.

Surprised? Color corrector. If you have seen the color wheel, you will know that red is the opposite of green. That means if you have blemishes or any red pigmentation and if you pile on this thing, it will cancel out the redness. Poof. Say good bye to redness. There is also other color correctors like lilac and blue.

Everyday Minerals is so looooooooved!

Lots of random crap paper given.

I looooooove themmmm!

IKEA came today too to deliver all my furniture. Sadly we have to assemble it ourselves or pay them to do it.

What a great day. Gosh, i already feel like ordering more makeup!

By the way, don’t you think my images are superb quality! If it’s crap, it must be taken by my iPhone if not, taken with my Nokia N82! Not bad huh for a mobile phone camera!

You have to love the last part. It is very inspirational.