This Is Me

A little bit of history is coming back up.

I hate it that what I’ve handle in secondary school is surfacing up in polytechnic.

Please. I don’t want it happen again. It makes me wanna break down.

You wouldn’t understand.

This has nothing to do with accidentally bump into karimah today. I was like so LOL! HER. Felt like throwing my water bottle at her face but.. whatever. And the weird thing was yesterday i was showing her photo to my entire class and i was demonstrating on how to give a digital boob job. And i was making before & after picture plenty of times and if i remember correctly, everyone broke out in laughter.

We all know where is the boundary now right? We’re fated to do so and we can’t change our fate. 

Tell me thomas, how will it bring about any change? It’s something beyond our control.

For pete’s sake, if anyone who knows thomas read this, ignore it. Just going about my mentally unstable crisis moments.

Calling.. 1800-PSYCHO-THERAPIST.

I didn’t have enough time to complete my graph for Math Paper 2. Physics paper was okay. I think.

I tried that spell that Karimah told us about. That spell that promised to tell us what perception a particular person has of us in our dream. It didn’t work. I woke up in disappointment. I knew it will not work but I was honestly desperate to know. Karimah did it and it works on her!

I had 3 interesting dreams instead. The first one was about XxxxX. XxxxX came over to my home. For unknown reasons, I was in my room with my choir friends, Amelia, Christina, May Chin, Shi Shan, Yi Ling and some other juniors.

XxxxX was standing at the door of my room and asked for a camera. I proceeded to gave my camera and everyone left the room. Everyone stood behind XxxxX instead. They took several photos and passed me the camera. I remember looking at all the photos on the camera. And that’s how it ended. Totally random.

Second dream was that I was going down the stairs and there was a lot of people. Maybe I’ll just keep this dream to myself.

The third dream consist of me sitting in History class. Just to let me clarify, I chose Geography as my humanity subject and not History. I was at the back of the class with Liyana, Hafizah, Rachael, Kamelia and Tricia. Mdm Zubaidah was our History teacher. Syafiq was sitting in front of me and suddenly it changed to Faizal. He offered me chewing gum and I politely refused. He forced me to take it and I gave in and took a piece. Suddenly, the person in front of me turned around and it was Syafiq, he looked at me in horror and said, “I can’t believe you’re chewing on it!”

By the way, yesterday, thursday, I had an interesting talk with someone so today I had to read my horoscope.

Horoscope of the week. This week you may step out of your comfort zone and let your hidden wild and crazy side out. –>Thursday you may find out that someone you thought you knew as a friend had a different feeling about his or her relationship with you. <– Coming to grips with the knowledge that you could have made such an error in judgment regarding a person you considered worthy of trust may bring you to a new realization of the way in which you make decisions regarding friendships. You may choose to look beneath the surface in potential new acquaintances a bit more

I did my Geography paper and Malay paper. I wasn’t quite sure on how to answer the last question for the Geography paper.

In a typical examination environment, it’s not uncommon to see teachers being invigilators. Apparently, there was this person, his body odor is extremely strong. Each time he walks by my table, I feel a part of my soul dying.

Initially I smelled it and I thought it wasn’t him. he walked past me again and I smelled it again. It totally breaks my concentration.

I thought I was the only one. But NO! Karimah, Faezah and Atika all smelled it too. They described the scent like rotten onions placed on the underarms.