This Is Me

Have you guys watched Harper’s Island on Channel 5?

Anyways, it’s more or less about people on an island and they get killed one by one by an unknown killer.

Basically, my dream or should i say, nightmare is something like that.

No kidding.

Apparently i went to the island with a group of friends for a vacation and there was other tourists there too but generally it wasn’t a crowded place. It’s like suddenly people were dying and the population on that island started to decrease slowly.

I could hear a friend of mine shouting run for your life there’s a massacre going on. Blood splattered everywhere. Surely enough, she just drop dead in front of me. In an desperate attempt, i ran around checking people’s pulse in hopes that i find someone alive and we could get help.

I was running around in this hotel lobby and apparently it was dead silence and everyone is dead. To my horror, i was the last one to stay alive. Yes I’m alive. Everyone is dead. Everyone on the island is dead. It’s me and the killer now. I could see the security guard dead on his little checking of baggage area. There’s no one to help me. I’m alone. I’m alone on this island. There is no one for me to contact to ask for help. There’s no point making long distance calls since it will take quite some time for help to arrive.

I ran to my room. On the way running to my room, i met this old man who was on the ground with crutches and his name was Professor Ohto. He was still breathing but badly hurt. Momentarily i felt a ray of hope shining on me but it vanished when he told me to leave him alone. Out of a sudden, there was a tunnel or like a cave to escape. I was pleading him to escape with me and find a safe haven! But he refuse.

I could hear someone going up the stairs. I quickly run into my room and locked the door. While i was in my room, i swing open the door of the wardrobe and started scribbling a message inside using my makeup in an desperate attempt hoping someone will find this message and make the killer suffer.

“His name is Okto Kasher, he is from USA.

Mum, Dad I’m really sorry.”

And i stood there thinking about my death while ‘he’ started breaking the door open.

And i woke up. I refused to go back to sleep. It was really nightmarish. I didn’t know why i didn’t enter into the cave. I know that the cave was dark, dirty, moist and I’m a little bit scared of being in the dark.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
How can I love you If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

To, whom I shall not name. So what if I were to take the train? Is it wrong ? Can’t I take the train home since there is no time limit. At least my parents can afford to send me to school taking the taxi everyday, unlike you. Who knows your parents might be working as roadsweeper.

Making such pathetic remarks. And you thought I didn’t hear it because i was using my earphones? If you’re not bloody happy with me, say it in front of me. Don’t be such a coward and say it behind my back. Sue me if you’re not happy.

Honestly, everyday I take the taxi to school. Because I’m late. If I were to take the public transport, I’ll be reaching school late and they’ll be a spotcheck and my ‘stuff’ will be confiscated. I spend like 20 minutes in the bathroom and about 40 minutes getting dress.

Someone’s hair is rather ugly.

Xiaowei and Shi shan cheer up ! LOL! I had my fun. Well, have fun girls!

It would appear that you are experiencing one problem after another. When one problem is resolved, another seems to immediately take its place. It could well be that you are trying too desperately to evade or to escape from your present situation and it is ‘you’ that is causing the problems to manifest themselves. You need to slow down a little.

Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

You are a rather inhibited sort of person. This could be the result of your upbringing or of your schooling, whatever. You are able to obtain satisfaction from various forms of physical or emotional activity but all in all you are inclined to be emotionally withdrawn. As a consequence of this you find it difficult to sustain any deep involvement.

You are experiencing extreme frustration at this point of time, trying to achieve security and peace of mind, but whatever you seem to do doesn’t effect the situation. You are worn out and your energy is being seriously depleted. You may be experiencing what is known as ‘heartache’ – both mentally and physically. You are a listener and you listen and respond to everything that is going on around you. You feel that all that life has to offer should be within your grasp and you would like to participate in every part of it but the situation is such that every door seems to be closed to you. You just can’t understand why that is. But it is – and what’s more you feel powerless to change it.

You feel utterly wretched – worn out. The demands that other people have been making on you have depleted your strength and stamina. You feel powerless to try to remedy the situation on your own and you are looking for what is hopefully known as ‘divine intervention’. But be assured your salvation lies in yourself – you have the ability so use it.

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