OHH MY GOD!

OHH MY GOD!!

I scored a B3 for my GCE O Level 2009, English Language.

No words can describe how thrilled I am. It has always and I mean ALWAYS been a dream of mine to do well for English

Now, my L1R4 stands at 13 points.

Another reason why I am so thrilled and beyond disbelief is that, I actually studied a week before the actual exam. Trust me, I barely put any effort into it because it coincide with my assignment deadline for my current diploma.

I’m really beyond disbelief because how did I even manage to score a B3? I mean, how did my English improve! Pity that I absent myself for the Mathematics paper.

I wish I can celebrate but assignment deadlines are coming.

PS. I am SERIOUSLY on cloud nine.

To start things off, I pass my SAP TERP10 Exam that cost me $400! IDA will be refunding $200.

I had four hours of sleep on the night before. I stayed up till 2AM to revise my work. Everything seems to pay off.

I’ll be getting my certificate in a few weeks time.

Many of us pass, some forgo their sleep and continued working on revising their work, coming to school with puffy and bloodshot red eyes.

For the past 2 weeks or so, I’ve been attending school 9AM to 5PM everyday single day to attend class. Imagine how tough it is to actually sit in class from 9AM to 5PM listening to lectures and taking down notes. They are practical sessions but trust me, the practical sessions are not very enjoyable.

The exam was today, Friday October 2nd 2009. We finished the last topic on Tuesday in the same week. We’re left with 2 days to revise all those topics.

“It doesn’t matter if you can afford non living things when you can’t share it with anyone.”

Who is actually materialistic? I used to think that I’m materialistic but not anymore. Even though i desire numerous items, they’re not really what i need. I kind of told someone what I’m experiencing. I doubt anyone can relate to it.

Anyways, heard of “Your eyes tell me the truth.” ?

Why don’t we use coloured contact lens and masked that up! While we’re at that, put up a facade as well!

World of lies.

“Here, a glimpse of what is harsh.”

Have you ever gossip with someone? Or talk bad things about someone?

While you’re gossiping, does it ever come to your mind that this person is capable of doing such things to you too? Why wouldn’t that person criticize about you behind your back? If he or she hates you that is. 

And off course the above wouldn’t bother you if you always gossip with your best friend.

There is a prevention to the above events. We can always just suck up to everyone and pretend to be nice and play your cards well. There might be just some idiots who will turn their cards against you.

Here comes another issue, hypocritical.

I think there is 2 types of hypocrites. Just like 2 types of lies. There is a white lie and the bad lie. Well, the first type of hypocrite in my opinion is that being nice and not being too straightforward and harsh. You know being hypocrite to be nice to someone. Pretty similar to white lie.

On the other hand, there is the nasty hypocrites. Like betraying your friends or breaking the trust.

If you like to gossip and then be a hypocrite and be nice to everyone.

If you don’t like to gossip then be nasty to everyone. 

Is being hypocritical always a bad thing?

Subjective indeed. Words coming out from a 17 year old.

Isn’t it better to be like me? Just shut up and drive listen. No it isn’t. Another issue will arise from that. Am i trying too hard to achieve perfection?

Sometimes, I’m scared to speak up because what if i said the wrong things and insult? In the past, every time when i said something, i usually get a negative reply. From that, I’m scared to speak up. Do i think too much? I wonder if i usually blog like an adult, mature or it sounds like coming out from a 10 year old kid.

Nazri Chuckled.

I really do need a psychotherapist.

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Today, Ms Chiang decided to gave us back all the term test marks, grades and our banding.

B for Communication Skills (CMSK)
A for Internet and Information System in Organizations (IISO)
A for Web Design (WDS)
A for Computer Architecture (CARC)
B for Problem Solving and Programming. (PRSP)
C for Computing Maths (CMATHS)
Top 20% out of the entire Diploma.

For PRSP, 1 MORE MARK AND I GOT my 4TH As. DAMN IT. CMaths. get it ? -C-Maths. And i got a C for it. I’m slacking on PRSP and CMATHS alot this few days. I don’t understand JAVA at all.

4th in class. i think.

I was gangraped 4 times! I don’t want to elaborate on this.

Ms Yong showed my work about the strength. I wrote a lot of crap, that explains why it’s a page. I wrote nonsense such as I’m good at eating. In general, it was off-topic. Naturally, I’m a pessimistic person thus, I wrote all the bad qualities that I can think of.

There’s no PE tomorrow. The weird part is that I actually do want PE. I want to play hockey!

I wanna be a conductor just like Mr Lee. I think it’s a cool career but I don’t know how. I’m not sure of what path should I take to become one. Should I enroll into La Salle College of the Arts or Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts and take a diploma in music (Performing/Teaching).

At the same time, I’d love to be a engineer. Specifically, an aerospace engineer. I need to start planning for my future. Today, there was paper about various talks and I can only choose one. I was thinking if I should choose Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts, maybe they’ll give a talk about how to become a conductor and another option was career talks about engineering. I was in a total dilemma. I ended up choosing Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts.