Mr Giuliano did commented and said excellent!

I suspect i did pretty bad. I wasn’t that confident with my speech and i did choked up on the longest line.

I’m gonna miss french a lot. One of my favorite subjects.

Now that is over, all is left with our CMSK brochure.

How are you guys digging my new blog theme? I totally adore it. Though i find the banner at the top a tad old, i need something new and french fresh.

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I’m so loving my new blog theme and the quick banner i whip up.

Holidays are so boring. There’s nothing much to do or should I say, I’m not motivated to do anything. Unless, there is extrinsic motivation. Too much of psychology.

I don’t like this free time that I’m having. My mind wanders too much and making me emotionally exhausted. And then, I’ll be dreading to do anything. But I hope I can utilize the time I’m having by completing the 5 Assignments. OOPG, DCNK, Psychology, Sociology and CMSK assignment.

2 Weeks isn’t that long I can endure it. Hopefully I can since this is only the first day of the 2 Weeks. Can you imagine what it will be like for the February to April break? Cringed at the thought of that.

It feels weird to talk to my father. I’m never close to my father and I’m quite rude to him. I ignore him most of the time and the only time when I’m talking to him is when I need something. It felt weird talking to him. Usually when he talks to me, I’ll either reply or ignore him based on my moods.

feeling queasy when i tell myself not to breakdown.

Who is actually materialistic? I used to think that I’m materialistic but not anymore. Even though i desire numerous items, they’re not really what i need. I kind of told someone what I’m experiencing. I doubt anyone can relate to it.

Anyways, heard of “Your eyes tell me the truth.” ?

Why don’t we use coloured contact lens and masked that up! While we’re at that, put up a facade as well!

World of lies.

“Here, a glimpse of what is harsh.”

Have you ever gossip with someone? Or talk bad things about someone?

While you’re gossiping, does it ever come to your mind that this person is capable of doing such things to you too? Why wouldn’t that person criticize about you behind your back? If he or she hates you that is. 

And off course the above wouldn’t bother you if you always gossip with your best friend.

There is a prevention to the above events. We can always just suck up to everyone and pretend to be nice and play your cards well. There might be just some idiots who will turn their cards against you.

Here comes another issue, hypocritical.

I think there is 2 types of hypocrites. Just like 2 types of lies. There is a white lie and the bad lie. Well, the first type of hypocrite in my opinion is that being nice and not being too straightforward and harsh. You know being hypocrite to be nice to someone. Pretty similar to white lie.

On the other hand, there is the nasty hypocrites. Like betraying your friends or breaking the trust.

If you like to gossip and then be a hypocrite and be nice to everyone.

If you don’t like to gossip then be nasty to everyone. 

Is being hypocritical always a bad thing?

Subjective indeed. Words coming out from a 17 year old.

Isn’t it better to be like me? Just shut up and drive listen. No it isn’t. Another issue will arise from that. Am i trying too hard to achieve perfection?

Sometimes, I’m scared to speak up because what if i said the wrong things and insult? In the past, every time when i said something, i usually get a negative reply. From that, I’m scared to speak up. Do i think too much? I wonder if i usually blog like an adult, mature or it sounds like coming out from a 10 year old kid.

Nazri Chuckled.

I really do need a psychotherapist.

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Today, Ms Chiang decided to gave us back all the term test marks, grades and our banding.

B for Communication Skills (CMSK)
A for Internet and Information System in Organizations (IISO)
A for Web Design (WDS)
A for Computer Architecture (CARC)
B for Problem Solving and Programming. (PRSP)
C for Computing Maths (CMATHS)
Top 20% out of the entire Diploma.

For PRSP, 1 MORE MARK AND I GOT my 4TH As. DAMN IT. CMaths. get it ? -C-Maths. And i got a C for it. I’m slacking on PRSP and CMATHS alot this few days. I don’t understand JAVA at all.

4th in class. i think.