This Is Me

Some keywords that a being used while stumbling upon my blog

“i need a man to spank this female”

LOL WHAT THE HELL.

Sadomasochistic.

And this is rather interesting and I’m guessing this is how sherine wong stumbles upon my blog.

“sherine wong siglap”

I didn’t know that she is so free.

And for you info, I STILL DESPISE YOU SHERINE WONG.

A little bit of background information.

I was a student in Siglap Secondary School. Sherine Wong is a rather new teacher in Siglap Secondary and I heard that Siglap is her first teaching school from some sources that i shouldn’t disclose.

No one likes Sherine Wong. And it’s a fact. She thinks that everyone and i mean EVERYONE MUST LIKE HER. So one fine day i decided to blog that I hate Sherine Wong and i so prefer Miss Melissa Chin. And she manage to read it.

She said something about ohh i didn’t know you’re filled with angst and don’t know what else. And something vaguely about suing me.

And in my opinion, a teacher, reacting like this? Pssh how immature. And then she decided to forward my blog url to several people, my school councillor, my discipline master, principal and who else. As far as i know, i received up to 70 unique visitors on that night.

THANKS ALOT SHERINE WONG. For driving traffic to my blog.

And then the big happenings happened, Ms Yong talked to me and then the discipline master and that the bald headed teacher also talked to me, no idea what the name is. And i got counseling, which the most LOL part because i don’t understand why I’m getting it.

I merely wrote, I HATE SHERINE WONG LOL. It’s the most astonishing punishment that made me rolled my eyes, counseling. Anyways, i was forced to delete the post, but guess what? I still got the history kept in my computer. HAHA. I know, i’ll post it back again some other time. It’s in my other hard disk and i took it out from my computer system unit. Lazy lah to put back in.

The school made me sign this contract, not allowed to blog about any other siglap teachers and use vulgarities, but i still did. WHO CARES.

Other then that, I received no punishment and then Sherine Wong wasn’t happy and she complained it to our principal, MR NG. I know this from certain sources. Which makes me LOL so hard. She was certain that i should received a punishment because i defamed her.

Defame? What defamation did i do? Again, i merely wrote i don’t like her. I’m SMART lah. Okay okay i shall stop self bragging. I know that i shouldn’t insult her if not, i’ll get in trouble. Because I CAN but just that i DIDN’T. I can talk a lot about her hair and forehead and i don’t want because personal insults are rather immature.

She wanted to sue me. Okay, sue me for what? Because i don’t like her? That was my reply to her. She can sue me for a good cause if i defame her.

Then, there was this one day my guardians wanted to meet Sherine Wong and she wasn’t in school =(

Now, from my judgement, the way she reacts and everything, she is not a great role model for a student because of her immature response and her condemning attitude.

Recently, i heard that Mdm Latifah is helping the choir, absolute great teacher whom always tried to push me to do well in Malay even though i suck terribly in it. i heard from some sources that, Sherine Wong is trying to keep the choir to herself, LOL-ness. She doesn’t inform Mdm Latifah of the current choir status.

And best of all, everyone still hates Sherine Wong.

Ohh wait, a moment of flashback, that time i was standing at the front door of the music room and she went out from the back door because she was trying to avoid me. LOL.

I was waiting for the Bus No. 5 at the bus stop somewhere around the SAFRA and i saw KarYee and Christina.

I didn’t really like had a chat with them because they went up of the double decker bus while i stayed down because i merely need to hang on for 2 stops. I should have gone up! Both of then are in TP. I saw Sophia the other day at TP’s Business Cafeteria. Amelia is in the child psychologist course. What about XinYi and MayChin?!

Christina reminds me of the times that i spent in the choir. I used to stand in the backrow with Christina, Shishan and Yiling i think. And we would like give our 110%? Really and we would try to sing loudly and christina is like great man! Motivational person! And we would always get drown by the other groups of ‘na na na’.

And KarYee! I remember secondary 2, she was a great artist and she always bring sweets to school! Ohh well time to move on. I get pretty emotional thinking about this but when i think about it again, who still does get emotional like this like me?

I bet everyone has move on and settle down into their new class in junior college, polytechnic or institute of technical education. I bet they’re having so much fun with their new classmates. 

I’m a pretty tensed up person. Every time i’m out of my comfort zone, i get so tensed up and i hate it. And i have no self confidence at all. Ohh wait, what am i suppose to be confident of? Nothing. I did something dumb today and i hate myself for doing it without thinking of the consequences. 

I don’t understand with the way people react. It is just odd and contradicts the observation that i’ve made.

Dropped my bag, my suit, hopped onto my bed, cuddled my pillow and I broke down.

I don’t know how to describe the day. We started out the day with breakfast provided and getting our make up done. We were instructed to change into our costume before reporting, 6:30AM at music room. Mr. Lee came and we started our warm up and sang a little, by that time it was already 8 AM. We boarded the bus and off we went to Victoria Concert Hall. We were quite early and did some warm up and sang a little again. Soon, we entered into the room where we were allowed to warm up with a time limit of 15 minutes. Time seemed to move extremely fast in there, we were singing and abruptly interrupted and were told to get out of the room.

Entrance into the stage was just a fail. The third row got up the wrong tier and we had to move down. And so we sang, performed our songs and I think we were quite loud because after we finished singing, we heard our echoes. Off the stage we went and everyone was quite delighted, some were even hugging each other for reasons that I do not know. I wasn’t that thrilled. We went to the back and we sat and listened to other choirs. Mr. Lee never spoke to us. I was half-expecting him to give us feedbacks. Only Vanessa did and she said that we were rushing and there was a 50:50 chance.

We sat and listened to Nanyang Girls’ High School. They sang extremely well, I’m not surprised. They managed to clinch a Gold with Honors. Nanyang Girls’ High School’s choir consist of lot of people, 4 rows of singers on the stage. It almost occupied the whole stage. Eventually, We headed back to school, changed into something more comfortable, sat down and waited for lunch. The teachers had ordered KFC for us; I wasn’t really sure what the purpose was. We moved to history room , SNO was using the music room for their practice.

We sat in the history room. I did my homework and other stuff. The teachers came into the room at about 4 PM Mdm Chia went in with a tissue box. My heart started to beat very fast. She went in and said ‘Bronze’ and some of us were like what? She said again ‘Bronze’ Someone shouted ‘Are you serious?’ Mdm Chia said Yes’ or something similarly to that.

At first, I didn’t know how to react. I was stunned and speechless. She gave us some encouragement like not to give up and stuff Ms Wong also did gave some encouragement. We took the roses handmade by Rebecca and off we went. Nobody cried just that suddenly the room became extremely quiet after Mdm Chia announced the results. Filled with pure discontent, discouragement, disenchantment, disgruntlement, disillusion, disillusionment, dissatisfaction, distress, failure and disappointment.

We were walking out the gate and we saw Gina. We talked to Gina about the choir and I couldn’t hold it anymore I turned around and broke down. I didn’t want to cry in the history room it will be like seeking for attention. I sort of knew that we’ll get a bronze and I was kind of expecting it but still when we got a bronze I was beyond disappointed.

Countless hours spent on training and all we got is bronze. What the hell. The last row of Soprano 2,  we sang our hearts out. I am simply disappointed that we worked so hard and all we got is Bronze. Moreover, it is like my last time performing SYF for this secondary school.

And I really wish we have gotten a Silver.