This Is Me

I need to stop playing video games and get a hold on my life.

Change is good.

I think I am ready to move on. To move on and feel better.

I have to admit, I was always one of those kids that are emo. Dressing in black, long hair covering one eye, etc etc. It’s not all for show. There was a reason behind it.

But I think I am ready for change, to be optimistic, to look at life from a different perspective. My blog title had always been “Love, Hardship and Betrayal”. I loved it. I can’t explain my profound admiration for it. It holds such great ‘feeling’ for lack of better words. It’s time to change the blog title as well.

As for the URL, unspokenromance.com, I created this blog back in 2007 when I was 16 years old. The story behind it was that, back then, I used to have a crush on someone. Thus, that’s how the URL came about. I’m so over it. The URL no longer holds any meaning for me.

Is this what it’s like entering in adulthood?

Forgiveness is difficult, because it requires a full acceptance of the issue and truly moving on. Trust is hard to earn, and even harder to regain. And second chances cannot be free tickets to not be accounted for one’s fault.

I don’t want to get an iPhone because everyone have one.

No words can describe how I feel upon reading those. Damn, where should I begin?

I’m sorry but do you suck so much in your life that everything you own needs to be different from the society? And why is there a need to be different? To steal the limelight? To be noticed?

Talk about crying for attention. Geez.

Look at the sales figure for iPhones.

Did I hurt your feelings? I certainly don’t care at all.

On second though, just kill yourself.

It’s that time of the year again!

Annoying music booming through the roof, endless wishing of each other a happy new year and the overhype countdown.

It will be absolutely hilarious if scientist can actually find real evidence that 2012 marks the end of the world and when 31st December 2011 arrive, will everyone still wish each other a happy new year?

In any case, I’m still not looking forward to a brand new year even after all these years. Well they say, habits are hard to break. I’d rather relive 2010. It’s not a bad year after all.

Yes I know that I have not been blogging. I’m not even bothered to explain why.

Looking at 2010, I do feel a little unsettled. I don’t think I did managed to accomplished a lot of things in this year. However, there are certain highlights in 2010 that is awesome.

One of it is that I am finally in my third and final year in Temasek Polytechnic, it has been quite a feat all these while. Being in third year, our two main modules were the final year project and the internship.

The final year project was a huge challenge for me to say the least. I have never in my life worked so hard and pushed myself so hard in school. However, I’m still halfhearted about it. If I had a chance to redo my entire final year project, I would definitely take that opportunity. I’ll talk about it some other time. In general, I wish my final year project was more ‘cool’ and futuristic.

Upon completing the final year project, the students were exiled to various company across Singapore and the world. I chose to stay in Singapore for my internship. I am currently being employed in A*STAR or also known as Agency for Science, Technology and Research. It’s been rather interesting. My internship ends somewhere in February.

That’s about it. I’m lazy to write.

PS: I think Ke$ha looks like a slut. What do you think?

Inspiration has not struck me for the past three months. Thus, I have not been diligently blogging. There is just not enough juicy drama going on to pen it down. I decided to post up random photos as filler.

Meanwhile, I have finally manage to grab hold on a macro lens. I do wish I have the money to splurge on a semi professional macro lens but all I could afford now was the cheapest macro lens. It’s better than nothing I’ll say. I should save for the upcoming iPhone 4 as well.