This Is Me

Dear All,

I didn’t expect anyone to notice that my behavior changed but i guess people do. It became a habitually lie for me to say nothing when people asked what is wrong.

Though i very much appreciate it, I’ll appreciate it even more if no one acknowledged my existence.

From what i perceived, some people are trying to help, correct yourself if I’m wrong. Indeed i do appreciate it very much. However, i tend to give the cold shoulder. I would like to make it clear that my intention honestly isn’t to offend you. I do feel guilty for doing so when one acknowledged me but what other choice do i have? Don’t waste the time trying to fix. What i wanna erase, what i need to forget.

//Random side note, I feel that Thomas & Denise are offended.

You might be wondering, what the hell is wrong with me and that I’m a weird abnormal person.

Now, please define ‘normal’ for me.

Because i have no rights or reason to be mad. This is what i chose but it’s not what i really want.

- A random thought doodled in my notebook.

Yes, i did chose to isolate myself. There is simply no other choice i have. But it’s not something i want either..

In conclusion, please ignore me or try not to acknowledge my existence. I will appreciate it. But please don’t hate me for choosing this decision.

In case you’re wondering, Yes, I’m hiding the truth. I’m afraid to let the truth run wild.

Yours sincerely,
Nazri

PS. I can’t seem to figure out all the repercussions of this. Do tell me if you know some.

nazri610@gmail.com