French news presenter are weird.

I’m watching France 24! A channel in french!

But the language is beautiful! It’s music to my ears.

Have you guys ever wonder what will you be in, let’s say at the age of 25?

I was thinking, am i going to be just like another adult? Dragging my leg to the office everyday.

As for me, by the time i’ve reached 25, i wanna look back at my life and be proud of it. Knowing that i’ve did something great. But like what? Being the top scorer upon graduating from polytechnic?

How self centered.

I think the world isn’t that fortunate as we are. Sometimes i feel that i wanna help people and make the world a better place you know.

But i’ve no idea how.

One of the sight i hate the most is when elderly are stricken stroke. It’s really a pitiful state even though we can’t do anything. And i know a relative of mine i think that she was suffering from stroke for 2 years. As you know stroke paralyzed the body. Can you imagine for 2 years, you’ll be lying down on your bed, waiting for the arrival of your death. You’ll be feeling uncomfortable because there’ll be a tube stuck inside your nose and it goes down to your stomach.

The scene that i saw that, they tied her non paralyzed hand to the bed to prevent her from pulling the tube out. The sight of it looks like she is being tortured but it was for her own good.

It’s really really sad. Thought this has nothing to do with helping the less fortunate.

5th September.

Stand Up To Cancer (SU2C) is a charitable program of the Entertainment Industry Foundation (EIF) established by media, entertainment and philanthropic leaders who have been affected by cancer. SU2C aims to raise significant funds for translational cancer research through online and televised efforts. Central to the program is a telethon scheduled to air on three major broadcast networks (ABC, NBC, CBS) on September 5, 2008.

http://su2c.standup2cancer.org/index.php

• Ending cancer would be worth $50 trillion to the US economy.
• One out of two men, and one out of three women, will be diagnosed with cancer.
• 1,500 Americans die from cancer every day.
• One American dies of cancer every minute.
• There are nearly 11 million cancer survivors in America right now.

Guess what I’m trying to depict!

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YOU GOT IT RIGHT!

I’M GONNA SLAP YOUR FUDGING FACE!

Kidding.

Anyways, as harsh as Sebastard’s (Just kidding don’t angry sebas) Sebastian’s comment it can be, it’s the fact and i can’t run away from it.

UNLESS

DANG

DANG

DANG

(That was drumroll)

I’M IN SELF DENIAL AND LIE TO EVERYBODY THAT I HAVE EURASIAN HERITAGE.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

What the fudge, I’m becoming a psychopath.

And obviously I’m kidding about the lying about my heritage and being in self denial! Don’t be so gullible!

Kapeesh?

A little of melodramatic moment. My nose bridge isn’t that low if i look in the mirror but in certain picture it IS low. Another feature of being asian. I felt like breaking down when i knew that. Honestly, i wanted to view some Eurasian photo to reconfirm that but i didn’t because I’m scared to know the TRUTH.

Honestly, I’m getting out of hand with becoming Eurasian. This is absolutely terrible. I should just accept myself. yeah right. 

I can’t stop this obsession.

I need a psychotherapist.

P.S GREY is the new BLUE.

I really wanna be a eurasian

I wish nosejob was allowed.

Random sidenotes

Brush up english at http://grammar.quickanddirtytips.com/

Prettified my photoshop splash screen!

Mac OS X

OMG SIBEH CHIONESS.

Classic? I couldn’t stop laughing. I was 5 years old and i remembered that i danced to this song in public.

I need an English name to complement me.

LOL!

What a pile of lies.

Have you ever read Janice Dickinson’s Book? The first so-called SuperModel.

“Everything About Me Is Fake . . . And I’m Perfect”