This Is Me

I don’t understand with some people who goes totally emotional over unrequited love. 

It’s like just fucking move on and be happy bitches. You sit there like a pathetic dog and whine about it all the fucking time. Like as if anything is going to happen if you did that.

I think that this nature of sadness is pretty much FAKE. People are just melancholy because they are unable to get the things that they desire. If they don’t desire it, wouldn’t they be much more euphoric. It’s like compare the sadness of your family member being dead to unrequited love. It’s different…

That pretty much contradicts what I’m facing. And no I’m not emoing over unrequited love.

I was pretty much melancholy yesterday. But i don’t really show it or cry all of a sudden to attract unnecessary attention.

It’s just something that..

And it pretty much annoys me when i see people being gloomy. It’s like..

DO YOU FEEL WHAT I FEEL? (Be melodramatic here)

No, and i doubt anyone will. It’s pretty difficult to relate.

And off course whatever i typed is totally subjective and i don’t know if it even make sense in the first place. It’s 1:17 am and 37 seconds. I better get started on my Part 2 of the IISO Assignment.

Procrastination lurks in me.

Quintessence of …

Let’s face it Nazri. It’s the 21st century. Time has change. Who are you trying to lie? You’re lying to no one but yourself Nazri.

IT’S ALL FACADE. IT’S ALL LIES.

I need a psychotherapist.

nazri610@gmail.com